Dainty Diva
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Monday, April 16, 2007
I've shifted to a new home.. Catch me there!
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Sunday, April 15, 2007
My Business process exam is totally buang. I really shouldn't have spent my 2 days intensively on it. I Spent almost 14 hours on each day for the bloody paper. But, when i was holding my exam paper in my hands, i could only marvel at how my prof could twist a question to such a state that was beyond recognition. =_=
Well.. it's OVER!! we should always look at what's coming!!! hahaa... Last nite i went merchant court for buffet dinner. Mr Nice Louis in the end "foot" the bill coz we need the discount from his card... hahaa!! so in the end, the nice meal only cost like 32 bucks per pax!!! cheap! hahahaa.. considering that we got to eat durian custard thingy and the crayfish!! hahaha..
After that, we went to vivocity for theh movie shooter. Nice movie, nice plot. The storyline is good, Just that i couldn't catch what they were saying as they were mumbling through. Luckily my Chinese is not that bad, i could catch the subtitles. hahaa!! well welll.. was a nice evening although i was sooooo tired. I could juz fall asleep if u let me sit there for a min. haha..
WELL!!! for today, i checked my email and got my comms report grade!!! i'm so happpyy!!! our report got an A+!!! hahaa... happy happpppy.. I think i will at least get a B+ for this module bahz... Hope so.... =)
Thursday, April 12, 2007
Caffeine overdosed for sure.... The last time i took a peep at my alarm clock was at 5am. My god.. I was lying on my bed for almost 2 hours before the caffeine wore off. Anyway i've got a nightmare last nite.. all about linear programming and shit. Haiz. 日有所思，夜有所梦。 Sometimes, i juz need to take things easy, but not too easy till the extend that i don't study. That's bad. Last nite was bad enough as i was practically lazing in front of my tv for hours before i started to realize i'm a goner for the paper later. Well well well.. Now it shall all depend on luck!
Besides lazing in front of the tv for hours, i was practically msning to catch up with some of my friends. (Look at how many hours i've been lazing around, doin everything else except for studying.) Well, the world is just so small. 2 years back, when i got to talk to my dear Yishan (my pri sch best friend), who is a smu student as well, i can't deny that the world is VERY small. She turned out to be the camp facilitator for the orientation camp which i refuse to attend. It's just the typical me lahz.. Then, we talked on phone for quite sometime and realized that most of my sec sch friends turned out to be her friends too. Anderson JC is too much like a second home for Amkians to "migrate" to. =_= Then... Yesterday while i was talking to weili. well, it turned out that his ex gf is from my sec sch and was my good friend's ex. It's so complicated. What's more interesting is that, that ger used to hang out with louis and his clique too. So, he knows quite a few things about their clique. Well, that includes someone whom i don't really want to know more. I'm petty lahz. Well, everyone seems to be interlinked and that's proven by friendster as u can see how we link from one to another.
Okie.. better get my ass off and go to school. Need to print lots of shitty stuff. can't wait for this paper to be over.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Sometime, we often wonder, why things always strike when we are down. There could be 3 or 4 things all happening at the same time, torturing us. However, if we take a step back, and look at all these mess. This could be a good thing. At least when all things happened at the same time, we are sure that the suffering days are shorter. It is definitely better when things happen one after another, prolonging the painful period.
What doesn't kill us make us stronger. Life is cruel, reality leave no sympathy for us. We just need to learn to pick up from where we fall. When life is cruel to us, all we can do is to be even more cruel. Be strong to smile at those had happened, and throw them behind us cruelly.
We will always be there for you, to lend u a helping hand. To pull u up from this mess. You are not alone. =)
hmmm.. i cleared the bloood test.. too much bad cholesterol but hor,... i got equally high good cholesterol too.. well.. jUz got to forgo my kway chap, western food, seafood and most importantly my chicken wings.. arghhh... this is shitty. I doubt louis would let me eat them for supper from today onwards.
I got super high protein. As in, it's within the range but is good.. haha... soy bean milk works! hahaa..
Anyway.. there a inhuman paper tomolo and another paper on saturday. I can't wait for saturday to come. Well, i screwed the OCBC interview.. haiz.. i dun think will get it anyway =|
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I really think my Qm exam paper would literally means exam PAPER. One sheet of paper. From what i've seen from the previous trend, i think he is really out to save tree while putting his students at stake. =_=
One question of 4 sentences. How to solvE!?!!!! is machaim putting a baby in the water and tell him to swim.
I guess we would be like the baby. Drown even before we learn to swim. Aiyooo.. Who has a rent-a-brain company. I in need of a mathematical brain that can do linear programming.
Monday, April 09, 2007
my mum got freaked out when i told her that the doctor found lumps in my breast. Well.. i understand why she's so alarmed. Coz there were far too many cases of breast cancer in my house. Well.. If it's meant to be, it'll be. She asked if i'm scared. I'm not really scared and she insist on goin ultrasound for me. But is like... FOR WHAT?!! in the end i would still be the one inside goin thru the whole process. Haiyo...
Anyway.. i not worry about the breast thingy lahz.. I'm quite sure it's alrite. Juz like the pap smear shit.. i'm worried about the blood test. the blood count and shit.. leukemia. How scary it is...
Paranoid paranoid.. I can't wait for the results to be known.
The Qm is mission impossible lahz... wah kaoz.. it is totally inhumane. Is juz like alien language to me. I swear i suspect my final exam paper would only have a page, considering that all his questions are either 2 lines or sometimes, 4. What the hell.
I've been wanting to go for a blood test since like 2 years ago. Last nite, i told myself to go for the blood test and body checkup. Upon hearing the list of cancer history my family have, she really did a thorough check up for me. First is the breast. As usual, i got lumpy breast, so she referring me to mount avernia for ultrasound. Then she drew some blood for testing.
Haiz.. hope things will be fine. =_=
As for the interview, it's quite a boring job as it would be loooong working hours and loooong day in the office. I tried to look enthusiastic about it.. but i guess she can see that i not very keen to do B2B marketing in IT business abhz.. Well.. now i'm more interested in the OCBC job. i want to get that job!!!!!
Well.. hope my health is okie. Oh my god.. i really dunno what got into me. Why did i go for such test.=_=
Sunday, April 08, 2007
OCBC personnel called for an interview tomolo at about 12. But i'm goin to Solidworks for an interview at 10. I'm so afraid that i couldn't make it in time for the interview, so i lied. =_="" i said that i got a paper tomolo, which is not true. I'm sorry but i can't possibly tell them i got to go for another interview.
well well.. I noe the OCBC job is definitely better than the solidworks. BUT.... i juz got this feeling i will end up in solidworks. Arghh.. OCBC is an one year internship while solidworks is about 3 months internship. Well.. let's juz see how things go. Shall juz leave this to fate and god.
Saturday, April 07, 2007
i really dun understand china profs... can they juz give us sth simpler to do? I screwed the midterm and now, i guess i goin to screw my exam big time.
This is a sample of what the questions will look like.
We are given an undirected graph with n nodes, and three possible labels. We are interested in deciding whether we can associate a label to each node, so that any two nodes connected by an edge have different labels. let E denite the set of edges in the graph. Formulate an integer linear programming problem which is feasible if an only if such a labeling is possible.
What i saw this question, What comes to my mind is only "WHAT THE FU*CK! I'M SCREWED."
But in the final exams, there would be 5 of such questions, so i guess i would repeat this 5 times, and at the grand finale, i would tell myself, i would get a D for this module., Arghh.. there's seriously nothing i could do in the textbook. the textbook doesn't teach what he wants. I need a brain which is made in china, brought up in china. Perhaps that's the only key for me to get a decent grade.
Friday, April 06, 2007
"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger"
This is the quote that miss peggy believes in. perhaps i should believe in this too and stop whining about the slightest thing that happened to me.
As much as i wanted to stop whining, i have to admit that there are times that i hope they would kill me. At least, this would put a stop to all those sufferings. Well, i'm so being a pessimist. =_= okie. I should be the strong ger from today onwards. I need to salvage the already-sucky GPA.
My cough is coming back. I can't believe it man. The total time that I'm sick > the time that i'm well. WHAT THE HELL..
